--RlyKwan-x ♥~

2011-06-24T19:37:00.003+08:00

WARNING, WHAT YOU'RE GONNA SEE ARE JUST CRAP. since i have nobody to talk to i have no choice to write here for cooling myself down.

really infuriated now. my sis. she asked me to help me setup avatar in the forum. i asked her to follow my steps she say try b4 cannot yet she also have listen to what i'm gonna say. no matter how much i explain to her saying my steps is different from what she's doing, she doesnt wanna listen. it's as though talking to a child; or rather, an immature person. i was using her com getting event stuff by afking to get free cash stuff yet she uninstalled my game away so that i couldnt use her com to get stuff anymore. what kind of sister is this? selfish? i asked her to lend me install my game but she gave me a smirk on her face saying "diam la, zou kai la". if she wasn't a girl i really feel like giving her a good beating; i cant tolerate this kind of xialaness anymore. i wondered if she had a boyfriend how long will they last? well i guess that's why she dun even have a boyfriend until now hah. i applied for laptop from sch but they have yet to get it approved and it's been for 2mths+ already. so that. i can rely on myself without killing my own body cells to borrow another com for event stuff.

this part of my life is called being pathetic.

2011-06-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

hi how's everybody doing? it's been a long time i went to bmc and realised some of the shops were gone... two weeks ago before exam i went for a haircut @ bmc when i saw sweet ring isnt there any more heh. no more chocolate moose. well now's not the time for reminiscing haha.

lately i'm addicted to animes as i'm bored of online games and i really have nothing to do. no money, no friends to go out with, no places to go. pretty obvious i'm quite a boring person hah. how's my sch life? am i still struggling about my time management? yeah. had been watching loads of animes till 11am+ or 12am+ lol. but before exams i did study quite a bit so i guess mid term exams i hope to get at least 3.5gpa..

due to nothing to "sayness" i shall end here with this lyrics for my blog song.

When the First Love Ends - Hatsune Miku

ROMAJI LYRICS:
Hajimete no KISS wa namida no aji ga shita
Maru de DRAMA mitai na koi
Mihakaratta you ni hassha no BELL ga natta

Tsumetai fuyu no kaze ga hoo wo kasumeru
Haita iki de ryoute wo kosutta
Machi wa ILLUMINATION mahou wo kaketa mitai
Hadaka no gairoju KIRA-KIRA
Doushite mo ie nakatta
Kono kimochi osaetsuketa
Mae kara kimete ta koto da kara.
Kore de ii no.
Furimuka nai kara...

Arigatou sayonara
Setsunai kata omoi
Ashi wo tome tara omoidashite shimau dakara
Arigatou sayonara
Naitari shinai kara
Sou omotta totan ni fuwari
Maiorite kuru yuki
Furetara tokete kieta

Eki e to tsuzuku oodoori
Yorisotteru futari tanoshi sou
"Hora mite hatsuyuki!"
Kimi to anna fuu ni nari takute
Hajimete tsukatta
Teami no MUFFLER
Doushitara watase tan darou
Ikuji nashi kowakatta dake
Omoide ni naru nara
Kono mama de kamawa naitte
Sore wa hontou nano?

Arigatou sayonara
Itsuka konna toki ga kite shimau koto
Wakatteta haze da wa
Nano ni
Arigatou sayonara
Karada ga furueteru
Mousugu reshha ga kuru noni

Sore wa ima ni natte
Watashi wo kurushimeru
Tsunagaritai
Dore hodo negatta darou
Kono te wa karappo
Nee, sayaonaratte kouiu koto

Ika naku cha
Sonna no wakatteru
Kimi ga yasashii koto mo shitteru dakara
"... Kono te wo hanashite yo"
Deaete yokatta
Kimi ga suki

Arigatou sayonara
Hitokoto ga ie nai
Ima dake de ii watashi ni yuuki wo ano ne...
Ii kaketa kuchibiru
Kimi to no kyori wa zero
... Ima dake wa naite ii yo ne
Mou kotoba wa iranai
Onegai gyutto shite ite

Rainen no imagoro ni wa
Donna watashi ga ite
Donna kimi ga iru no kana

ENGLISH LYRICS:
The first kiss tasted like tears.
It was like the love in dramas.
As if waiting for the right moment, the departure bell rang.

A winter wind brushes my cheek.
So I blew on my hands and rubbed them together.
The city is lighted by an illumination, as if magically casted.
And made the naked trees sparkle.

I just couldn’t say it.
My feelings I kept inside.
This is what I’ve decided to do.
It’s alright, I won’t look back so...

Thank you, goodbye.
A bittersweet unrequited love.
If I stopped moving now, I might think back to our past, so...
Thank you, goodbye.
I won’t cry at all.
The moment I thought that,
Softly, the snow began to fall, so flowingly.
When I touched it, it dissolved and disappeared.

As I continue to the station,
A couple close by appears happy.
“Hey, it’s the first snow of the season!”
I wanted to be like that with you.
I hoped it was not too late.
I had a hand muffler.
How could I give it to you?
I’m a coward, I’m too scared.
Is it okay to let go if it’d only be a memory?
I ask myself if it this was true.

Thank you, goodbye.
I knew that someday a time like this would come, yet...
Thank you, goodbye.
My body is trembling.
The train will come at any minute.
It’s troubling me now.
I want us together.
I want you so much.
My hand is empty.
But hey, this is what we call a goodbye, right?

I know I have to go.
I know that you are sweet too.
Please, let me go.
I am happy that we met.
I love you.

Thank you, goodbye.
I can’t say a single word.
Just for a moment, give me the courage to speak.
“Hey...”
The lips that we about to speak...
The distance to you became zero.
Can I cry, just for this moment?
There is no need for words, just keep holding me tightly.

By this time next year,
I wonder what I will be like...
What you will be like...

2010-12-29T21:54:00.003+08:00

had been busy playing games until i've forgotten i have a blog.... next mon going chalet with classmates but still dun have money to pay them ._.

updated blog song try listen see nice or not =3

2010-11-14T22:55:00.001+08:00

was randomly scanning through my hotmail inbox and found this http://www.secret-loves.com/index.php?test=1481014

sq u shld noe wad's this btw

2010-11-10T23:08:00.001+08:00

在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想
你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
他留在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是重多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑
你没说你也会软弱
需要倚赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过
我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着
你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰
你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了

2010-11-10T01:10:00.002+08:00

see anyone get this joke or not -3-

2010-09-05T02:24:00.001+08:00

saw this video a couple of weeks ago

2010-08-12T17:41:00.000+08:00

love this song very much (from psp game project diva 2) titled Innocence by Hatsune Miku; Artist: KazuP

2010-06-24T17:54:00.001+08:00

wee grades out alrd x.x
wdm (web development) grade A
Electrical and electronic principles grade B
Digital Electronics grade A x.x
current gpa 3.563 T_T
wee next term start learning maths liao xD

2010-06-18T21:33:00.003+08:00

currently addicted to Eenie Meenie (blog song)
hope next audi patch have this song .__.

2010-06-12T01:29:00.000+08:00

cried today...
why r u so hard to forget? why when i think of u makes me wanna cry?
i hate this man

2010-05-24T22:15:00.004+08:00

ytd got boss drop from a very DBT map, played one rnd of very hard mode and i got
King Nasod's Energy Core [TopAcc: P/M.Atk+30, P/M.Def+10, 1%AtkSpd, 1%HP]
(i guess nobody knows wad i'm talking about cos this game is not known by much ppl in singapore :3)
feel so lonely playing this game by myself... anyone can plae with me this game is called ELSWORD

King Nasod has fallen! hahaha....... lame

this video was taken last week by lawrence

2010-05-19T00:25:00.002+08:00

bored bored bored
dehtfwuejkals;dpoiuwqeyhqb3widsayt7 kjdhkhi2uheqnads

2010-05-10T23:52:00.002+08:00

dunno wad's wrong with my appetite
sunday whole day wasn't feeling hungry, the only thing i ate was 2 slices of banana cake at night
today ate a packet of rice during evening

2010-05-08T20:29:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to u -.-

2010-04-28T20:10:00.000+08:00

wee 100th post!
fascinating fever 39 degree and have symptoms of dengue fever :3
hope for the best and preparing for the worst ~_~

2010-03-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

i'm so sorry to my blog tat i've been posting craps in it, as u can see i dunno how to make full use of it. haha
sch holiday.. nth much interesting.. tmr gonna watch how to train yr dragon with my classmates but i oso nid to watch with heng sheng so i gonna burn a hole in my pocket liao..
sian. jubeat skills stucked. cannot improve at all. evans score max 770k+ true love cannot get S de

2010-03-15T18:30:00.000+08:00

woo! today went to plae jubeat from 2plus-5
cos aft lunch have test :3
today finally passed evans lvl 10 de
get score 710k++ just passed nia T.T cos passing score is 700k

ytd i just rmbed tat i started playing audition is becos of u
i missed the times when i was beginner
if things can be like tat time...
since u're tat type tat cannot patch up aft breaking up, it's ok..
i guess i'll not contact u until i can forget u..
and yes.. i've forgotten tat if i really love a person doesn't mean have to be tgt
i'll be happy if u're happy bah.. i guess...
goodbye forever. i miss you

2010-03-11T19:26:00.003+08:00

today morning burned my finger when doing soldering T.T
afternoon went to IT RoadShow.. so many ppl;

a lot of com have discount but no money buy com...

tmr gonna die nafa test from 8 to 11

april16gonnaspendtatdayalone?

2010-03-08T23:33:00.000+08:00

tmr going jubeat!!
currently in love with these songs hahaha

2010-03-01T23:04:00.003+08:00

since u wanted to ignore me, i've tried to keep myself busy to not to think about u -.-
but dunno why when i'm in sch or going to bed can't stop thinking about u....
can't slp at night.

i've start playing jubeat recently and i'm trying to learn how to plae this song LOL

today had a motivational talk at 11.45am
and they showed us a movie titled "Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs"
it was quite funny.. but why i just keep missing u?
my sch holiday starts from 20th march...
if i chiong hearts from dawn to dusk, 1 day can more than 500 hearts...
i'll solo tag more than u... but tat isn't gonna be the same as last time anymore...
cos u dun even care about me anymore..
u said start afresh yet u didn't even bother to call me on..
nan dao this is the end of us?

2010-02-25T22:31:00.000+08:00

i feel so lonely..
everyday aft sch go home nth to do
everyday plae alone so sian
even wan find someone to quarrel with oso dun have...
whr are all my frens?

2010-02-24T21:07:00.001+08:00

Hello shi qi here! (:
Haven't posted in here for a long while hohoho

ANyways, here is something i found meaningful (:

A group of children were playing near two railway tracks, one still in
use while the other disused.
Only one child played on the disused track, the rest on the
operational track.

The train is coming, and you are just beside the track interchange.
You can make the train change its course to the disused track and save
most of the kids.
However, that would also mean the lone child playing by the disused
track would be sacrificed.
Or would you rather let the train go its way?

Let's take a pause to think what kind of decision we could
make......... ........

Scroll down

Most people might choose to divert the course of the train, and
sacrifice only one child.
You might think the same way, I guess.
Exactly, to save most of the children at the expense of only one child
was rational decision
most people would make, morally and emotionally.
But, have you ever thought that the child choosing to play on the
disused track had in fact
made the right decision to play at a safe place?

Nevertheless, he had to be sacrificed because of his ignorant friends
who chose to play where the danger was.
This kind of dilemma happens around us everyday.
In the office, community, in politics and especially in a democratic
society,
the minority is often sacrificed for the interest of the majority,
no matter how foolish or ignorant the majority are, and how farsighted
and knowledgeable the minority are. The child who chose not to play
with the rest on the operational track was sidelined.
And in the case he was sacrificed, no one would shed a tear for him.

The great critic Leo Velski Julian who told the story said he would not
try to change the course of the train because he believed that the kids
playing on the operational track should have known very well that track
was still in use, and that they should have run away if they heard the
train's sirens..
If the train was diverted, that lone child would definitely die because
he never thought the train could come over to that track! Moreover,
that track was not in use probably because it was not safe.
If the train was diverted to the track, we could put the lives of all
passengers on board at stake!
And in your attempt to save a few kids by sacrificing one child, you
might end up sacrificing hundreds of people to save these few kids.

While we are all aware that life is full of tough decisions that need
to be made,
we may not realize that hasty decisions may not always be the right
one.

'Remember that what's right isn't always popular... and what's popular
isn't always right.'

Everybody makes mistakes; that's why they put erasers on pencils.

2010-02-23T21:36:00.003+08:00

;sigh miss u yet thr's no way to contact u.....
even wan to read yr blog oso dun have....

2010-02-21T23:02:00.001+08:00

;sigh why u keep ignoring my msgs?

2010-02-20T20:53:00.001+08:00

let's start with these 2 lame videos x.x
super chio de super junior =P

this video is very lame de LOL

ytd went to hq solo tag
heng sheng nv come, so is in the end i'm solo-ing most of it cos sy came and tagged a while
ytd tagged from 24 hearts to 504 hearts o.o
today went to health promotion board to repair my teeth but the appointment was made at 15may. lol
at first was 8th may, cos tat day is someone's bd..
aft that went to pearl centre to eat and bought a 2nd hand laptop
the lappy's speed was quite ok, but i go in audi lagging like hell T__T
how to tag hearts liddat.. sian sia.
one person lvl 6 alrd cannot press the keys properly le, cos the com keep hanging although i set the map to studio 81 -.-
yay today nv plae game at all as i wasted my time trying to on audi or other games and i found out tat my com didn't update windows tat's why cannot plae game LOL
imy

2010-02-18T22:40:00.000+08:00

anyone noes why do ppl dream and does animals dream?

last wed aft lunch our class went to LTA (Land Transport Authority? forgot liao) for some sort of learning journey

aft tat was pulled by my classmates to watch persey jackson and the lightning thief
i rejected saying no money but they insisted me to go and they helped me to pay for the movie ticket -.-
lawrence dunno why wan to be anti-social and he went home although we tried to come with us.

;sigh valentines' day.. whole day at home... why i cannot go sia o.o
ard noon audi wedding den went to plae elsword by myself -.-
wasted a day by playing computer games with myself seh

tuesday went to find heng sheng and heng chye x.x
went to JCube find pipi but in the end nv get to see him lol onl he saw me
the com was very lag, keep roll back, no bar den suddenly have 2 bars (which made me look like a hacker)

today lawrence lost his headphone during lesson, dunno which bastard so evil go steal while we were away..
my classmates good sia, offered to split the cost and buy him a new one.
aft sch went to parkway there de shopping centre (dunno wad name nv go thr b4 -.-)
and bought the same headphone he had b4..

tmr gonna tag heart full day.. ytd called heng sheng to come help me cos i will die..
nv try solo tag b4 haha but i will try learn to solo tag, since u can do it why i can't -_-
i miss the past x.x if there is a time machine i wan to go back so tat i can stop all these from happening..
i dunno why since i love u why am i hurting u -.-
imy

2010-02-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

why do i keep missing u, thinking about u, dreaming about u when i dun wish to?

2010-01-31T18:25:00.002+08:00

wasted another day doing nth useful at home ~

2010-01-28T22:30:00.000+08:00

since i am nobody to u, i'm going mia audi this time. i dun wan to talk to u liao. call me a cb kia, i noe u feel very happy. got any prob dun wan tell me, keep blaming me this blaming tat when i dun really noe wad happened. u dun trust me, u dun tell me yr problems, how to help u? i'll come back someday..

2010-01-28T18:39:00.002+08:00

sq come back ACC we nid u! hope everybody can come back acc soon x.x

2010-01-24T16:22:00.002+08:00

2010-01-23T13:13:00.001+08:00

2010-01-23T11:54:00.002+08:00

i give up. since u love to add those fking guys, find them to plae dun find me anymore.

2010-01-13T23:09:00.001+08:00

even u've deleted me from yr memory, u stil can undo it
it's only up to u whether u wan to do it or not.
我不是没有帮你，难道默默地帮你也不行吗?
why wan let our relationship affected by a game?
pls dun go.. i really need u. i just hope tat someday u will learn to cherish me and not taking me as 理所当然的, i dun wan u to dump me leaving me nth.. i noe i'm wrong not to plae with u when u're on9 but i was mad at u no mood to plae with u.. can't u just treat me better than a dog?

2010-01-13T21:04:00.001+08:00

why is it so hard to convince u? i will talk until dulan one leh

i dun care wad u say, cos i wun feel guilty about it. i SAID i did help means i did help. dun guailan.

not only me say tat u're treating me as a dog, even me fren feels tat u're treating me worse than tat. i dunno why u treat me like this i stil wan to love u. my fren told me be a man, don't let girls 爬到头上来, stil said tat i'm such a 缩头乌龟, u treat me like this why stil wan love u? a lot of my frens alrd 苦口婆心劝我 give up until dulan liao, i dunno why.. i just dun wan give up.. aft some thinking, i dunno why am i doing all this for u and u're treating me like this? i'm a stupid, hopeless, useless person who're tying to u. dun wanna let go? why u love to make my life miserable?

i told my fren to apologise liao, u keep adding fuel to the fire, tat's why he call his fren come

u called me fking bastard, called me to fk off, den stil call me come help, isn't this action telling me tat u're treating me as yr slave? dunnid me kick me far far away, nid me jiu call me come. do i even have a say? each time we quarrel, onl u're the one scolding me, each time u scolded me, u hurt me a lot. and i have to eat each and every words u said to me in order.. to vent your anger on me, so tat u can feel more better... nvm.. since u dun wan to accept the fact tat i really helped u, forget it. i'm just a useless cpl who can't even make himself happy, how could he make others feel happy?

2010-01-05T20:09:00.001+08:00

sch mon to wed 8am to 4pm or 5pm
thurs 8am to 3pm fri 8.3am to 12pm
go sch so tiring nid take a one hour bus ride ==
sigh nobody asked how's my first day of sch at all..
even the person i wanted to ask me is mad at me..
难道我要这么受苦吗？我很恨我的命运... 每天都这么寂寞...

2010-01-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

thx hor spoiling my mood. u noe i hate ppl change face when playing and u did it today
i dun usually care but today my com very lag alrd dulan liao, hao bu rong yi can chain liao u go disiao ppl
u very boliao right why help me add fuel onto the fire? still scold me bitch
hate me right? hate me some more loh.. mayb this way u're helping me to forget u.
u oso dun love me any more, dun see wad's the point waiting for u when u're treating me this way

2009-12-23T23:26:00.002+08:00

lately I'm not who I used to be
someone's come and taken me
where I don't wanna go
if I knew exactly what I have to do
in order to be there for you
when you were feeling low

and all the things we ever wanted
were once yours and mine
now, I know we can revive it
all the love we left

every time I kiss I feel your lips and
every time I cry I see your smile and
every time I close my eyes I realise that
every time I hold your hand in mine
the sweetest thing my heart could ever find
and I have never felt this way
since the day I gave your love away

save me, I've fallen from my destiny
you and I were meant to be
I've thrown it all away
now you're gone
it's time for me to carry on
but baby I just can't go on
without you by my side

and all the things we ever wanted
were once yours and mine
now, I know we can revive it
all the love we left

every time I kiss I feel your lips and
every time I cry I see your smile and
every time I close my eyes I realise that
every time I hold your hand in mine
the sweetest thing my heart could ever find
and I have never felt this way
since the day I gave your love away

we can survive it
all the pain we feel inside
you relied on me and now I've let you down
now, I promise you forever
I will be the best I can
now, I know we can revive it
all the love we left

every time I kiss I feel your lips and
every time I cry I see your smile and
everytime I close my eyes I realise that
everytime I hold your hand in mine
the sweetest thing my heart could ever find
and I have never felt this way
since I gave your love away

every time I kiss I feel your lips and
every time I cry I see your smile and
everytime I close my eyes I realise that
everytime I hold your hand in mine
the sweetest thing my heart could ever find
and I have never felt this way
since the day I gave your love, away...

2009-12-22T02:58:00.000+08:00

r u trying to say tat u wun come back to me? i don't know..
i just regretted, why our relationship ended this way..
i'll be still loving you.. i just hope i wun feel so hurt agn..........

2009-12-19T14:15:00.000+08:00

ytd took N lvl results and it was totally different tat i would imagined ==
mid yr eng get 5 math get 5, the rest failed
N lvl de all passed wee but 20 points nia ;wild
i was hoping my math would get A1 but i guess i've made careless mistakes bah T.T

2009-12-17T01:00:00.000+08:00

i wonder whether did u rly love me b4 or not.. where got a girl tat will fall in love with someone who is younger than her.. and when u said u mind about age.. no use loving u in the end i'm always getting hurt

2009-12-17T00:53:00.002+08:00

546 hearts more to violet ring!

aft tat u wun need me any more, cos u've alrd gotten wad u wanted, so i'm gonna mia soon

no goal alrd + hse com so lag lazy plae

i stil rmb u wrote in yr blog say yr juwaa de acc is impt to u, and u didn't gimme cpl tat acc and gave me cpl yr pepsi acc

u cpl me onl wan ring nia.. since i'm not tat impt, and since u hate me so much, i'll get out of yr life aft violet ring.

i'm too tired to care about u any more. since the day u cpled me, i got nth except endless quarreling and onl got scolded by u. is thr any memorable thing for me to rmb? i onl rmb how much u've hurt me, don't rmb anyth tat u've made me happy... i wun cpl u any more, waste of my time and effort, not to say in game money and rl money too. thx ah.. the onl bdae present i got this yr was destroyed by u..

btw one thing i noticed about u this year.. u have attitude problem :)

2009-12-15T21:13:00.002+08:00

FUCK YOU
appear off9 onl right? noob acc break 3 times liao
i dun care liao, why not break main de oso?
u onl care to break my heart onl, stil say u wun hurt me agn
i wun believe u agn

2009-12-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me!
this yr was quite different..
from the past 16 yrs, onl my family members wished me happy birthday
today over 20 ppl wished me budden my parents didn't
i guess they've became too old to rmb bah.
mostly every year's birthday i onl get to eat a birthday cake
this yr no cake.. and i've nv receive a birthday present b4..

2009-11-25T23:25:00.000+08:00

today was better, managed to play with her properly, but she deleted my posts on her wall in facebook.
she scolded me 2/3 times in audi i forgot x.x
if u feel lonely, i'm more worse than u. i dun even have much frens tat cares about me
if u can come back to me, i'll do everything u say if i can do it, please, i really need u

2009-11-25T23:20:00.000+08:00

u said i'm mrhistory man, wan use time machine send me back de, why am i stil here?!
i wan go back change the past, i onl wan u, i hope u can come back to me
if u dun care about me anymore, nobody will care about me no more
gimme yr time machine for me to change the past pls, i will do anyth u wish to, just come back to me pls
i dun care whether u say fat hope or dream on, i will dream until u come back de.
i'll be missing u, waiting for yr return. ily

2009-11-25T13:53:00.003+08:00

i was so stupid to tell her dun hong me.. if didn't say tat, she wouldn't say she wants to hong others, and i wun feel dulan and find them plae.. wad shld i do now i dun wan anybody but her...
why yr love charm doesn't work de T_T it's supposed to bring us closer not further apart

2009-11-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

idw to break with u de.. i just can't bear to leave u, but i dun understand why when i said dun hong me u go hong other ppl
since u're liddat den i can't stay by yr side anymore.. unless u dun agree to our breakup

2009-11-22T01:44:00.002+08:00

fk la going off liao stil wan make me dulan, can u dun be so direct?
IF U DONT LOVE ME JIU SAY STOP TOYING WITH MY FEELINGS CAN???

2009-11-21T06:18:00.003+08:00

cb, my maple acc was hacked 2 times, and guess who was the hacker?
KOH BENG HUAT
to think tat my bestest fren can betray me
i'm so upset about it, mayb the end of the world is a great idea
this world is SO CRUEL, everybody is not trustable
cos we can't read each other's mind.. how to live in peace and harmony?
i dun even noe wad did i do to u, do u really hate me tat much?
or is it because of yr greediness?
If u wanna be a pro, go TRAIN yourself!
dun be a noob la, hack ppl acc. don't u noe it's very xin ku to train until so high, to earn money to buy items?
AND psy if u love me jiu love me, don't love jiu say, i dun wan to have another stab in my heart anymore
I HATE BACKSTABBERS and i dun wish to have any ppl toying with my feelings,
KOH BENG HUAT, tis is the end of our relationship, bye sucker happy conning

2009-11-18T22:16:00.001+08:00

dear get well soon so tat i can plae audi with u today damn bored sia

today played maple, got a new job named Aran, warrior lai de use pole arm
played maple and dota by myself =.= mei you peng you de ren shi zhe yang de, sad

2009-11-15T01:49:00.000+08:00

today got my first hug on 14/11/2009 11:13pm

2009-11-03T03:03:00.001+08:00

hahaha wei jiang asked me two so called funny question today:
Wei Jiang: if yr mother and yr sister is drowning, which one will u save first?
Me: of course my mother first la lol -.-
Wei Jiang: if my mother and my shiyun drowning, and u can onl save one, which one will u save?
Me: jump inside the water drown together, happy family (:

2009-11-03T01:42:00.000+08:00

today sy slapped me (or rather it was kinda lik touching instead of slapping)
and she was so cute hahaha
i'm helplessly madly in love with u ~

2009-11-01T23:53:00.000+08:00

idw our relatonship to end lik this -.-

2009-10-25T03:14:00.004+08:00

today went to cyrus, jeffery was thr too lol
3pm went to event chn plae for about 2-3 rnds, my name was on the notice which called me to go to the room blah blahx
the req to enter next competition was to get first place sia
Song: Like it (145bpm) Mode: Crazy-Choreography 4 Chance: level 3 x.x
almost can win de lor ;x starting lvl 6 de third move is a new move,
press dao gong diao den missed 1 sian. whole song keep x3perf nia
in the end holykun won lol, i forgot wad score liao but i'm 6k away from him!!!
he 0 miss i 1 miss sia if nv miss mayb win haha
nvm it's a game nia win or lose oso get nth de.

aft competition played with jeff and sheng cc8
hoho jeff won me sia clapclaps
pro liao lor!! or is i noob? T.T
too long nv audi le laaa skills so kns
went to maple, jeff gave me some equipment and potions as my items was hacked away
thx jeff lol, he gave me his remaining mesos too. 29k+ lol he pok liao
5.30pm left cyrus with heng sheng and kok weng ~.~
feeling got gastric lor, ytd onl ate sy buy for me de mifen <3
den nv eat liao zzz no appetite
bought chicken chop (of cos it's vegetarian de laa)
chicken kns, very hard.
got baked beans, cucumber, tomato and salad
quantity so low stil charge so expensive lol
salad a few mouthful no more le :(
the rice is very plain, no taste de.

went home, watch tv, bathe, watch tv agn, while hs and kok weng was using my com..
9.30 they go le, go fb plae cs ><
den duno wad time i got nth to plant le went to train maple haha
den ard 12+ (mayb 12+ i not sure cuz stml x.x) played audi with sy ♥
until 1 she slp le cos she work until too tired T.T
played 8k with auntie until 1.30, said tat i'm going to slp
but in the end went to watch chn8 de hk movie lol
watch til 2.30 went to bed, but can't get to slp cos mayb i drank too much green tea agn lol
and then tat's how i ended here. the end.

2009-10-21T02:06:00.002+08:00

I wish everyday could be like this, just only u and me (:
only feared that one day u will leave me, saying: "sorry, I don't love you anymore"

No matter how angry u r.. pls dun ignore me, tell me the reason abt it so i will noe my mistake and not to let it happen agn

i hope feelings for me r true and hope our r/s (relationship) will last long (forever if possible o.O)

sy.. i love you.

2009-10-12T21:23:00.002+08:00

ytd went to hq, the com getting laggy liao lors
i plae keep tio screen freeze ><
got snowwyy from sy hahaha sy and snowy are so cute
tat's all bb

Celina here!!

2009-10-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

Will be updating this blog okays? maybe tml kays so relax kwan ~

2009-09-24T00:38:00.000+08:00

someone help me lol can't get to slp haix gonna get slpy tmr

2009-09-23T23:53:00.005+08:00

yo back to update. sry for not updating my blog cos my life is a boring one
everyday fang xue go home plae plae plae eat den slp, wake up go to sch agn den
fang xue go home plae plae plae eat den slp, wake up go to sch agn den
fang xue go home plae plae plae eat den slp, wake up go to sch agn den
fang xue go home plae plae plae eat den slp, wake up go to sch agn den
fang xue go home plae plae plae eat den slp, wake up go to sch agn den
fang xue go home plae plae plae eat den slp, wake up go to sch agn and so on
if pon sch sit in front of the computer whole day
nth to plae at all, becos nobody plaes with me :(
everyday like tis. damn sian one lor, at least thr r ppl whose life are more interesting than me,
better than me, haix, nvm, alrd used to my lonely world, n dun think there's someone who can change tat
i'll nv talk tat much and i'm always alone by myself
there's no true friend nor is there a goal in my life.
i'm just like a lost soul, i have no aim, just like ppl said tat i've given up to fate; no confidence in myself.

woo N lvls final round is coming!!
combined humanities sure U + combined science sure get U cos chem 97.5% dun understand,
humanities i've nv passed b4 since sec 3
so ITE is destinied to be my sch bah
cos i can onl afford to fail 1 subject and i'm gonna fail 2 T.T
gd luck bah my friends for yr upcoming exams! i hope i can find my happiness?
well mayb start worrying about Ns first bah heh ._.

2009-09-11T00:03:00.002+08:00

shi qi, help me create one private blog. i dun wish to have ppl looking at some things i dun lik ppl to noe.
contact me when u've created; thx!

2009-08-18T19:19:00.000+08:00

gonna say bye bye to yr msg cos mayb tis sat changing fone o.o
2612 msg saved in my fone + 33 msg saved in sim card = 2645 currently

2009-08-13T00:29:00.000+08:00

today had chinese prelim; paper 2 easier than paper 1 lol
paper 1 de letter i wrote formal de but forgot the format den anyhow write
most of the content i copied from the question de lol x.x
paper 2 de li jie wen da every question i copied from the passage directly sia
cui liao cui liao LOL
easy cos everything is copy copy den done

2009-08-07T00:03:00.003+08:00

knn luh
dunno why; helped u
instead of saying thank you, u scolded me
since im useless, why stil wan me?
u said u promised me not to hurt me agn n u didn't keep yr promise
i missed u so much, always waiting for yr msg, but it nv came
i longed to give u up but i just can't bear to let it go
i just wan things to be changed for the better
n if i can't hold it anymore
dun blame me
cos u've made me cry many times

2009-08-05T20:10:00.001+08:00

zz wad's the big deal
go in yr acc nia nid oi here oi thr noisy la
n dunno why just now plae my main keep dc dunno which #@$(@*#& guai lan keep signing in

2009-08-04T14:47:00.001+08:00

i dun wan to cpl / stead with a lesbian .__.

2009-07-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

wanted to wish u well soon but some bad things happened
since everybody dun lik dun plae with me audi den i QUIT

2009-07-23T22:01:00.000+08:00

aiya wan post but i think com got prob can't choose colour all this
tmr see how bah -.-

2009-07-08T16:44:00.003+08:00

today~~
played maple from last night til 5.45am den went to bath
cos meeting jiaxi and bh go mac eat
haha slp too much in th afternoon le i can't even fall aslp at nite .
aft bathing left home ard 6.05am bahh o.o
walked to cheers to buy MATA CHIA DOH (police car topple)
aiya real name was Macchiato but i read it as ma-chia-toh during a few wks ago
den bh dk why keep laughing lik mad
den say mata chia doh lol ==
brought a fake kachua to sch today
at mac i threw it at jiaxi n he chua tio
cuz he's afraid of cockroaches lol so funny lor
den i lent him the toy n he pull the kachua n when the kachua snapped back,
he chua tio agn -.-
pro la liddat oso can sia.

7.05am
left mac and just nice got 2 buses came
i din see num n i just chiong ''hopped'' inside the bus
the chairs new sia den aft alighting the bus found out tat th bus was 961 lolssssss.
went to class den saw douglas lonely eating biscuit LOL .
so early sia he's th onl person in class ==

aiya bio lesson Mr. Tan teach us wrongly siaa
he put hypertonic, hypotonic and isotonic ...
at first he put hypertonic high concentration .
den i opened mouth big big cuz hypertonic is lesser water concentration maa
aft tat he says: sorry sorry my fault ;x iss HIGHER concentration
wth man.
wanna bang wall hahahaha
den din care much le

aft sch 2.30pm had an oral
topic about retirement
got nth to say -.-
i went out of the examination room liao den think siaa
den said to myself: aiyaa forgot to add inn somemore info lol .
cos the teacher asked issit good to make a retirement house or smth liddat forget le ;x
din have much time so din think properly n i anyhow shoot.
so tat's all folks go plae maple now ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

After that ShiQi went to borrow the ka zua and scare peckchuan almost kana confiscated lorhs .xD and ShiQi HATE KA ZUA. I see yoo bring again i operate on th fake cockroach.

2009-07-02T22:18:00.003+08:00

yes ah today 3am wake up -.-
mayb ytd slp too much le budden dk why this 2 days keep waking up in the middle of the night
ytd 4am woke up dk why can't slp le
den went to plae maple and watch ToGetHer lol
nth to do mah den feel sian le went to slp agn.
den dunno why slp til 5pm den wake up rofl
slp too much den today can't slp le
went to plae maple until 8am
wth lor my sis stil inside bathing
waited for her standing outside for 10mins
she says she's changing her clothes siaa nidd 10mins so long
den bath hao le alrd 8.22am
went to the bus stop at 8.30 and just nice got 2 bus which just arrived
but kuku la rush hour become can slp de hour
waited for 2 green lights before i can even move on to the next bus stop
very heng sia when i stepped inside the sch the security guard alrd coming to lock the gate ~.~
ohh ya and wish me well soon LOL
last wk dk wad ate
made me a bad sore throat and some sort of diarrhea
den tis wk become cough
sibei sian sia slp so much le stil haven recover
well im going to get some rest now hahaha byee (:

2009-07-02T16:46:00.002+08:00

YAY~
Kwan's pic is up !!

♥ Touu-x

2009-07-01T20:22:00.002+08:00

Today, Kwan nvr come to sch X;
came here tuhh post to let people know , his not dead yet :)
&& Kwan, Mr Tan taught Sexual reproduction worhs, tml oso got EHs!
Lai sku tml okies?? Come lets horney tgt :)

P/s rmbr to earn DENs for FAM worhs =X
P/s P/s Lai sku bahs~ i need take yur picture! x3

2009-06-27T21:07:00.010+08:00

Hihi ~ Death here tuhh post! x33
i figured out tht since kwan oso bo come and active his blog.. i can put tis as our FSB! ok !

Today Kwan played Uncencored acc. and cpl-ed ShiYun in nub acc named --RlyPEPsi-x (cute name) and good luck in chionging harts lerhs! can chiongg wif Eugene and Meas !
dhen aftr tht meas and sy went dwn tuhh buy dinner left kwan and AKA play 8k . whyee play 8k leis? i dunch noe ask kwan x; hahas` and dhen when we returned i pissed off bout some things and took aka away ~~ whoosh aftr tht left kwan solo emo at th room. and i dun0 wat happen tuhh him lerhs muahahahahah ! ;

P/s wahh kwan i help yoo update yur blog leii see i so nice
P/sP/s i want delete/ban/dont link yoo oso is my taiji, wan yoo call me dadi la! x3

2009-06-21T03:05:00.002+08:00

ty sq for editing my blogskin o.o
lol sch holiday made me turned upside down
i've become nocturnal liao ~.~
i at nite plae com til morning den slp

so long nv see u le
n i guess the feeling is fading slowly away~

maple ppl r so xia lan!!!!
wan train oso cannot sia mad ppl anyhw call ppl noob de

2009-06-06T23:23:00.002+08:00

i missed u ):
without u i feel tat my life is so boring, i feel so lonely
i think it's meaningless to live on.....................................................
why can't u be mine?
why am i brought into this world?!

T_T heartbroken

2009-05-23T00:07:00.004+08:00

haizz
can't believe wad u've said were lies
why do u wan to give me a false hope?
i don't know wad u're thinking about
but i noe tat the shi yun tat i loved isn't here anymore
although i knew tat ppl do change,
i stil feel heartbroken when i'm seeing your kind of attitude right now.
fine, since u dun wan to cherish me, i'll leave u alone
i dun wna see u agn cos i wan to forget u
think u very chio liao bu qi meh
i noe.. got a lot of guys wan jio u
tat doesn't mean tat u dunnid to cherish the ppl ard u leh
i shldn't even have met u
u're onl bringing painful agony to my life
i hate u so much; for torturing me
but i loved u too deeply
even the hate oso cannot stop me from loving u
i dun see tat u even treated me as fren
u dun talk to me, u dun plae with me
when u're free n u're going to hq
u didn't ask me to go
if u dun love me den stop giving me false hopes i beg u
stop making me to live in this fucking damned world so painfully
i wished tat i could die earlier so as to leave this world
i dun have any frens, i'm stupid, i'm ugly
anybody have tips on suiciding?
feel lik crying now..

2009-05-07T22:43:00.005+08:00

today why do u nid to spoil my mood
was watching tv happily when u called
i tot u were one of my good frens
but den now i noe tat u're not

at the beginning of the yr i tot tat a change of a class would help
n i tot coming N.A. would reduce my stress
i dunno why tis class is worser than my last yr's class
wad did i do?
why everybody lik to suan me tease me n bully me?
i noe i'm very stupid very nice to bully right
i'm ALSO a human ok?
u think tat u can be pissed while i couldn't?
every night i can't slp properly
thinking how to face the stress in sch
getting suan-ed by ppl
homework, this yr's N-level n coming mid yr exams
i hate all this tat are happening
it had made me lost my courage n confidence

all this while i've been so lonely
nobody was thr when i'm down
when i'm happy thr's no one thr to celebrate with me
难道这个世界没有我的好朋友吗?
budden i would rather emo than getting bullied by ppl lor
n thr's onl blog tat can post some of my feelings
i dun have any frens tat i can trust to give out my stress
i wanted to surprise her by asking her suddenly
but.. everytime u always lik to keep telling ppl about my things
lik a loud speaker
don't u noe how to keep a secret?
do u noe wad's SECRET mah

just now on the way home from wei chong'se hse
saw some cars passing by n at tat surge of the moment
i felt lik rushing foward n ket the unexpected drive to knock me down
stil. i didn't do it
i dun the courage to do it
but even i had
n i didn't die
my parents oso can't pay for my medical fee
n i dun think tat i can bear the pain too
i dun wish to have such a painful ending
but living in this world is almost equivalent to living in hell
from last yr til now
i've been saying wanted to give up on her
but stil i just couldn't give up
i noe every relationship have obstacles
but why my obstacle is just so hard to get over?
i'm a vegetarian n she doesn't eat vetables much
so i decided not to jio her
in the end stil got a scolding said tat i'm guai lan
have u tot b4 tat why i love her so much yet i'm giving her up?
i just wished tat i'm any other guy so tat i could just get her love
i.. really wan her love.....
last time saw her ex list
n i hoped tat i was one of them in it
they were so lucky

thx bloggy u're the onl best "non-living" fren of mine
happy birthday Shi Yun belated means some sort of beforehand
i'm wishing u a happy birthday beforehand haha.
good night.

2009-05-06T21:12:00.001+08:00

finally the audi is normal agn
ytd downloaded the audi installer agn
den repaired it liao
my com sot one lor
cannot use hack de or else will dc
haiya now having ache on my hands n legs liao
going rest early haha

2009-05-05T15:51:00.002+08:00

kana sai
my com de audi sot tio sia
aft patching my files for the story hack
my audi keep showing up the
"program closed with data error"
or smth liddat
plae a while den dc liao

2009-04-15T19:30:00.004+08:00

left 1 more day to say bye bye to bear bear
lolx dunno why i love this bear so much
mayb wanna buy it agn for me
budden dunno stil have or not
the bear soo cuute until
my mei ytd says tat there's onl left one on the shelf
haix sian try my luck bah

Siao arhs? my brother sux!

2009-04-09T00:11:00.005+08:00

have been listening to 默默 since 10+ til now
just wna tel u tat i've blocked u becos
i was angry at tat time n i acted rashly
didn't noe tat u wil be hurt so deeply
tried to show u concern just now
onl in the end getting attitude from u
as u noe.. i hate ppl keep playing with face
or disturb me while i'm chaining
tat's why i'm angry
i noe i'm immature
sorry about tat.

do u noe tat why i lik u mah?
becos when i met u in 2007
not tat yr beauty attracted me
u're kind n caring too
there was no more com for me to plae
n u logged out n let me plae yr com
audi i'm noob dunno how chance 4k
sq was bullied me in audi
u called me to plae with u

as days passed by
i've found my heart was taken away by u
tried to jio u but was rejected
i went home n cried; feeling dissapointed
as tat was the first time i jio a gal
n i do not have any close friends which is a gal
so i have a barrier tat makes me hard to talk to a gal
which is also means tat i wil feel nervous
even chit chat oso can't
i've used to one sided love for u
n aft staying so long by your side u've broken my barrier
but i dunno why
wad i've contributed wil not be appreciated
instead of getting your love
i'm getting hated by u
i'm sorry
as i dunno how to please a gal
n i oso short tempered becos
u're impt to me
your actions n words i've been taking it all seriously
since no one wans me
den let it be
i'm resigning to fate

aiyohhh I WHERE GOT BULLY YOO WORHS!!
-ShiQi

2009-04-08T00:12:00.003+08:00

這是一個沒有答案的問題
我感覺我變了
誰讓我變了
原來這是一個
沒有答案的問題
卻被你解開了
簡單的解開了
你走過來
帶著和別人不同的對白
你甚至不讓我知道
你對我有多好
慢慢的
這份愛
悄的住下來
深深的
在心理
沒人看得出來
安靜的
但卻一直都在
是你默默的愛
慢慢的
這份愛
已經變成依賴
淺淺的
笑容裡
卻讓我充滿期待
不用說
我就能夠明白
你默默的愛
未來的每一天
不管發生什麼
能不能交給我呢
我要
永遠陪著你
守護著你直到最後

2009-04-03T20:23:00.001+08:00

hi everybodiie today i wanna say is tat idk why the person i love the most = the person i hate the most.
byebye

2009-03-30T23:19:00.002+08:00

yo yo today's a new day ;D
getting a bad memory liao lo
i actually nid lend jiani my psp de memory stick de
den couldn't find my psp (becos of short term memory loss)
aft sometime found it on my computer table (which it has been there since it's spoiled)
LMAO lor
den hor ytd my sis let me watched a funny video created by JJ Lin
his fren wa hiding under a TV table (which used a foldable door n hid inside it)
JJ Lin tricked a person to go underneath (he told the guinea pig tat underneath have a bottle of water, help him to take one)
JJ Lin's fren scared the person n it showed tat the H was 10/10
i asked my sis wad does the H means n she said she dunno nidda find
i went to my bed n rest aft tat she came in n say tat H = hilarious or something liddat
10mins ltr i went out n ask the same question agn LOL

aiya i've been coughing badly since the sch holiday started
mayb ming xuan transmitted the virus to me
he was having flu on that day
n a very bad one sia
he sneezed over 20 times less than in one hour
it was raining oso so i close the window
we were inside the bedroom n the door was closed so thr was no fresh air
mayb becos of tat den i kana the flu oso bah
hope i can recover soon bah lol
have been skipping sch these few days
so sian de lor during sch holiday until now i everyday stay at home
only 1 or 2 days came out to plae or help my mother buy smth nia
ok tat's all good night ladies n germs ;x

2009-03-27T22:01:00.002+08:00

hi ya
long time nv update liao
was mia-ing from audi too

today whole day played maple private server (mystoryms) and audi nia
just now do lic can't chance at all lol
mia too long liao 8k dunno how plae
luckily score still okok just nice pass
get 500k nia
den the perf quite easy onl the Xperf i dun like
nid x3 i sometimes can't chain

ok so tat's all bye

2009-03-03T23:41:00.004+08:00

today in mads class ms neo say stop talking market's alr closed
den i tel sq tat supermarket stil open
yea i noe i was lame -.-
den aft somewhat hui bin called sq "mrs tay"
den dunno why say until mr pang x.x

btw hor
dagfd

2009-02-21T01:24:00.014+08:00

hihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihi
eeevvverryyoooonneeeee
lame haha
dasdasdfadaadadasddas
fdisjfsdjgejkffslwfjk
iioppppioiokiikpoipo
eqwra

i think i shld just give up on u
cos u n i r from different world.
it's impossible for u to fall for me.
u shldn't have said those words to me

2009-02-18T19:09:00.002+08:00

Hi!
BYE!

2009-02-16T23:23:00.002+08:00

lol today aft sch go home i tot u was at the main gate
den when i saw u at the back gate, my heart skipped a beat
n i prentended tat u werent thr

today nv do hw hahahaa
whole afternoon watched doraemon den
6+ went to kelvin hse pass him the psp memory card
den go hq plae until 9+
go home slack slack watch tv o.o
now off to slp bye bye

2009-02-14T23:00:00.004+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
hahaha today woke up watched doraemon n pokemon
n stop laughing i noe i'm childish
i say stop laughing dun think i dunno u're laughing

went out at 11.40 to tiong n took mrt to yishun
today's lin jj qian ming hui mahs
den i go thr see see kaypo a while
listened to him sing Wo Hai Xian Ta
n took some pics of him
now lazy upload next time den upload bahs ;x

aft tat went home to wash my head as it was oily oily de
den take my chocolates n rushed out of my hse
tat was abt 4.30 le lor
den go down 175 just nice come liao
take until opposite the heng sheng heng chye's hse de bus stop to alight
n walked to the foot oh the mt. faber de bus stop
was waiting for 131 or 145 to come
den hor dunno why wait so long nv come
den the two buses came tgt at the same time;
145 was in front while 131 was at the back

reached vivo liao asked sq whr r they
budden dunno why guai lan with me disiao me sia
den i was abt to go chinatown liao (i was outside the vivo alr)
den sq say she outside the candy empire -.-
went down the escalator n walked ard the candy empire
waited thr abt 5 min den see them coming down the escalator oso ==
dk whyy laa
say meet at vivo liao den go chinatown
i'm not rich okay take so many buses
from my hse thr can take go thr liao -.-
plae audi at chinatown until 7+ den go mac see them eat

aft tat go hq i emo-ing ownself plae audi
hq a lot of ppl den they nv plae
sy borrowed comic n went home to read
n tat's all for today

did u noe tat i missed u everyday n i've been loving u for a very long time?

Sy & me Xchanged Hart shape chocolates♥

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2009-02-06T22:18:00.005+08:00

hahaaa.

now chatting with Rachel on msn -.-
hao jiu bu jian :)

On wednesday bio lesson as Mr Tan wasn't thr
Mr Foo was relieving us so i got nth better to do n drew this;
btw the wings were drawn by Jason haha

nice or not?

actually there's unpleasant thing to see n here it is hahaa

the na on the right is drawn by Jason for sample for me to draw

den hor aft drawing the NA i added bei chi

den Jason took my paper n drew bai haha

saving money these few days

den nv go lan plae much haha

tat's all for today bye bye

2009-01-31T23:15:00.010+08:00

You stole my heart;

and n u broke it.

Haix these few days is very bad..

Why am i being bullied by ppl?

I don't know i exist on earth for wad purpose.

Every night thinking of u makes me contented.

My luck has ran out

this wk became sick becos of the dust getting in my nose

and then scolded by 不分青红皂白的人

AND THEN NOW I'VE LOST MY WALLET

TAT HAD ARD $100+ INSIDE

Kaninabu chaocheebye lanjiao bastard

when can i leave this cruel torturing world?

2009-01-16T23:52:00.002+08:00

haiyoo these folo-ing 2 days hor..
got qi guai (weird) de dream sia
the first nite i dreamt abt was going to chinatown lan with sy n sq
took a bus num 175 which doesn't even go thr =="
dunno why the dream was so short yet it lasted for the whole nite.
i woke up feeling weird too cos dream so short sia

den second nite i dreamt abt is i was staying with lin jj sia!!
we played tgt n went to all sorts of place tgt
we slpt on a double decker bed,,
i slpt on top n he was slping below
den dk why dream until he become a star singer den i asked him for autograph.
tis dream oso nv tel me wad's my relationship between me n him hahaa.

hope to see him in rl haha i love his songs ==
mayb i'm too anxious abt tmr's actors of xiao niang re which r coming down to tiong bah..
off to slp now tmr going to pei the twins go sch for cca orientation lols

bad day :(((

2009-01-15T22:42:00.000+08:00

haixx tis few days plae audi til dl =="
dk why i can't chain loh
audi skils lik one whole yr nv plae den go back audi
perf n chance skils gonee

sch has alr begun in a blink of eye.. yawns
can't slp as much as i did during the sch hols.
keep getting slpy in class n cannot pay much attention
cos brain not working properly mah.
mayb becos of tat den my audi skil oso siao siao liao
during sch hol plae stil okok de
haha sch reopen until now the most hw i had is maths.
the first chapt was sort of easy but thr's some part i niid help from my frens ==
dk why i have a of a prob looking for a shape;
such as finding a same seg. in a q. sia
too complicated pic i can't see hahaa

aiyaa cny oso coming liao i haven lvl up yet siaaa...
i wann lvl 41!!! lols..
hopefully i can get my skils back or else i scared i dl until wanna quit audi liaos
i'm so angry tat i can't perf n plae properly
so depressed abt my audi skils these few days..
haha gonna slack aft i'm lvl 41 n changed my ring.
so cya bloggie hope to use u soon~

2009-01-07T22:23:00.001+08:00

2008-12-01T00:04:00.002+08:00

today went to pig dragon (ZHU LONG = jurong) east swimming complex with beng huat n wei chong haha
the first thing we did aft we changed is chiong the lazy river =X
aft tat wc said: "wanna go the slide?"
i said ok lor den we chiong the slide thr
at first i tot it was very scary as it was my first time sliding down mah
den in the end we kept playing the slide n ooohh it was so fun haha
got water push u down de very fast sia
i was holding my specs as googles n specs r not allowed
den as the water was too fast i was banged against the wall n bent my specs a bit
but nth serious haha

as we plae until sort of sian liao went to the lazy river agn
den saw tat we haven go try out the wave pool
go thr dissapointed haha cos no wave de stil nid wait
den dun care liao we swim thr a while den went to the "water playground"
the metal pillar have water pumping out of it de
got wheel to adjust the vol den i turned it to maximum
the water was rushing out like mad n bh says it is hydro pump o.O
hit me very pain sia n the water is very cold brrr :X

went back to lazy river *agn x.x*
swim until halfway my toe cramp very pain uh
rested on land n walked along the edge of the pool following them in case i'l get lost in thr
plae halfway liao the wave pool started having rainfall n waves coming out
we chiong from the lazy river to the wave pool w/o crossing the bridge haha
went to the 1.5m thr n i was drowning
went the waves nv come i stil can stand on the ground
but when the waves came my head was in the water
i was gasping for air but the next wave came so quickly n i gulped down some water
kept coughing out the water n almost vomit sia lol

as the tides died down i went to the normal kind deep pool
the water there was very warm n salty too eew bleah haha
we stayed thr for 10min den dunno why my toe cramp agn o.o
den bh n wc dunno why keep walking on the small step beside the wall until it was alr at 1.8m
den the lifeguards stopped them from going to tat side of the pool cos they cannot swim well o.o
anyway it's for their safety mah dou shuo le shi lifeguard laii de =x
den went to the slide agn as it was very fun mah
wc called us to scream n shout in the slide n we did
but it was kinda insane as it makes us immature o.o
aft tat we used another style he called us to laugh while going down LOL
i laughed a few times while going down but soon aft i told bh say i dun wan laugh liao
so i just slide down quietly haha or else ltr ppl tot we keesiao

ard 8.30pm we went to change
a lot of ppl in the toilet sia den waited for turns to change
by the time we left the swimming complex it was alr 9 o.o
we walked to the mrt station (which was chinese ka cheng)
n went to the shop forget wad name liaos haha
bought mushroom cup noodle for 2.20$ so ex sia x.x
but the noodles was so nice :)
eat one cup oso not enuf sia
haven full yet the noodles given inside was too less
den went to Mr Bean n bought icy soya milk
the auntie give me so many pearls sia
usually i drink the milk until half de cup no more pearl liao
today i drink de hor the milk all finished liao stil have some pearls LOL
but a least it filled my stomach :)
went to bukit merah HQ n asked the shop closing wad time
the kor kor said it's closing alr .__. sian
den went home liao haha
nth to tel le tat's my story for today goodbye sry for the long winding~
whr's my true love?

2008-11-04T01:52:00.001+08:00

aiyah wanted to upload a cat emo-ing de pic but com sot cannot post ~.~
tmr try to upload agn bah =XX
heh heh watching tv now nth to post oso so tmr post agn bah
byebyee bloggie
ilus ~.~

2008-10-30T00:28:00.002+08:00

today went to hq @ 1pm++ i think =X
audi gort patch,, den went to plae maple
forgot to log out my main acc at home haha den went to plae bootes
warrior so sian lor walk so slow den sian diao le go plae ''O2jam'' ^^
aft tat O2jam oso sian liao den go plae rewujie bully ppl
aiya so sian luh every game plae until very sian liao le

den plae until 4pm++ logged out n went to kelvin hse o.o
ate 2 cups of mushroom noodles hope my hair wun drop ~.~
eat too much of msg is bad for health hahaha
den at night went to hq plae com agn
supposed to train hearts aft patch but the ƒucking gm always extend the patching time de lor
den chiong maple lvl up today ><>
lvl 48 liao lerh wan orbis pq with bh n kelvin sia haha
all pang seh me de

aiya hope tmr can plae audi liao gm put in the notice board got lots of new songs
if the songs r not enuf to satisfy me i *arbish* the gm LOL
jkjk la how to hoot gm when i dk who is the gm rofls
good nitee everybody!
ilys~